I AM CURRENTLY WORKING FOR MELALEUCA AT THIS TIME, I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO START UP ANOTHER. I MIGHT NOT BE DOING THIS ONE MUCH LONGER BECAUSE I CAN NOT AFFORD MY PRODUCTS.. THANK YOU THOUGH..
I am trying to stay positive but how? My head gasket is blown in my car now. I have 2 more days until my kids start school, how will I drive them? I have no money for school clothes and shoes. My bills are going to collections. I want to find a hole to climb in and bury myself but I know thats wrong to say. I have 4 beautiful baby's to support but I feel so overwhelmed. I just wish to get on my feet but how that $3,000.00 debt is rising and I just don't know where to start. I wish God would send me a blessing.
I'm not christian either and my husbands buddhist but I just want to have faith that there is something out there especailly at times like these.
How are you and your lil boy doing? We are surviving and still fighting as much as we can. Just prayin that a job will call my husband soon. He might have to search even wider but the gas is hell over here.
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start thisday with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don't believe.
But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sistersand brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace , love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it.
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start thisday with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don't believe.
But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sistersand brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace , love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it.
I never realized how many people are in need. It saddens me to think I was so needy when there are so many that are doin worse than I. When I get on my feet than I am devoted to this website to help.
Today started off rough but it got better. I spent time with my kids and we took a long walk. Soon they will be in school and I will be missing them so much but in a way it is good because I can focus on working from home again. I will pray for all in need of a prayer and thank God for blessing me with such great kids and wonderful support I recieve from here.
MY HUSBAND CAME BACK, HE HAD LEFT ME AND THE CHILDREN BECAUSE HE HAD FEELED HE FAILED US. BUT HE HASN'T HE ONLY MADE ME FEEL LIKE HE LET ME DOWN BY LEAVIN BUT HE SAID HE WENT TO HIS PARENTS TO ASK FOR HELP AND HIS MOM CALLED AND SAID SHE WISH SHE COULD BUT WITH MY FATHER INLAWS MEDICAL BILL FROM HIM HAVING CANCER HAS NOW PUT THEM IN DEPT..
My husband has been putting applications out everywhere and last week he went to a temp agency. The temp called and set up an interview with a company and said they would call and let him know if he got it, well they never called and everytime the phone would ring we would run to answer it, so today my husband called the temp and they said oh u weren't qualified for the position which we know he was and had good references and have done the work before. He try's so hard, we went to every factory, warehouse, grocery store and applied for alot on line too. I just don't see why everything has to be so damn hard on us, we are good, faithful, repectful, loving people. For me I want to go get a job too but i have lost 40lb this year and only own sweat and sweat shirts, I have nothing professenional to wear. I don't even own a pair of jeans and what I do have my sweats are so worin thin. I am always embarressed to go any where. I have a couple of I wouldn't call them friends but girls I see around and they refere me as a tom boy and that hurts, even though i lost that weight I still feel ugly. I just want to feel good, I want to feel pretty and my husband never complains he always is very supportive because he knows when we do have a lil extra i try to get what the kids need which latly has been so hard to get any of that. I wish God would send me a blessing. I wish he could hook my husband up with a job..lol 5 more days until school starts and I still need to find some shoes and clothes for at least my 2 oldest, pray for me, I won't give up, I will keep fighting and soon I will see all that I have over come and realize that all this will just have made us all stronger.
KEEP FIGHTING, NEVER GIVE UP, WE CAN ONLY HELP OURSELVES. I TRIED SEEKING HELP AND THERE IS NOT MUCH HERE SO I WILL KEEP FIGHTING. I'M TRYING TO FIND A JOB I COULD DO AT HOME, IS STUFFING ENVELOPES A SPAM? I DON'T WANT TO WORK FOR WORK AT HOME, OWN UR OWN BUSINESS BECAUSE THEY ALL WANT A START UP FEE AND WANT U TO PURCHASE SOMETHING EVERY MONTH.
yes i did thank you so much, i am on public assitance with food stamps and medi-cal but that's it. what they do give does help but doesn't go far but i'm still fighting.
my kids will be starting school next week and i check locally for help but haven't found anything yet. I will keep trying but it is hard emotionally. I feel all alone sometimes.
Today was a hard day and I'm glad it is almost over. I had pawned my wedding ring to pay for my 48 hour notice on my pg&e. It was hard but I have to do what I do to survive. My kids will be starting school next week and I still haven't found any local help for clothes and supplies. I will keep looking, and keep fighting because my baby's deserve it. I'm so glad I found this website because I feel like I have a way to let some of these's feelings out. I try to stay positive for my kids but sometimes I just want to find a quiet place to lay my head down and cry. I know this will soon pass but it's just so hard. I just wish I could finish school and I wish I could afford childcare, and I wish I could cook my kids a decent meal, I wish I could just provide everything my kids need. I will keep praying and will keep my faith because I know the Lord will answer when the time is right.
SIT HERE AND CRY. WHY, WHY WHY. I HAVE FAILED MY FAMILY. I HAVE FAILED MY CHILDREN. MY BILLS WON'T STOP, THE HIGH THEY GO THE HARDER IT IS TO CLIMB OUT. MY HUSBAND GOT LAID OFF AND IS NOW TAKIN CARE OF HIS MOM N DAD, WHILE HIS DAD IS FIGHTIN CANCER. I HAD TO DROP OUT OF COLLEGE OF THE REDWOODS BECAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD THE FEES SO NOW I OWN ON SCHOOL LOANS. I AM IN ABOUT$3,000 IN DEBT. WHAT A MOM TO DO. I PRAY TO THE LORD EVERY NIGHT WHEN I LAY MY SWEET LIL ONES TO BED AND I ASK HIM TO GIVE ME GUIADANCE, TO GIVE ME STRENGTH, TO HOLD MY HAND THROUGH THESE TRING TIMES WE R GOING THROUGH BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY. I HAVE LET MYSELF DOWN, I HAVE FOUGHT MY WHOLE LIFE EVEN AS A CHILD I NEVER HAD ANYTHING, JUST LIVED IN PROVERTY AND NOW I BROUGHT THESE BEAUTIFUL BABY'S IN TO THIS WORLD AND I CAN NOT PROVIDE FOR THEM. I WAS THE FIRST ONE IN MY FAMILY TO GO TO COLLEGE AND I CAN'T EVEN FINISH. MY SON JUST TURNED 7 ON AUG 18TH AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MAKE HIM A CAKE OUT OF SCRATCH. AND MY DAUGHTER WILL BE 10 ON SEPT 9TH AND THE SAME FOR HER. I TOLD THEM THAT I WILL TRY TO SAVE UP AND MAKE THEM ONE TO SHARE. MY HEART BROKE. WHY OH WHY LORD DO U MAKE ME STRUGGLE, WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS, WHAT DID MY BABY'S DO TO DESERVE THIS. I FOUND THIS WEBSITE BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S SUPPOSE TO WORK, MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE WOULD HAVE BETTER LUCK AT IT THEN ME.
i am a mother of 4 a 10yr old girl then 3 boys 7,4,2 years old. i don't know where to start, i have no money, i have no car, my kids r in desperate need of clothes. since i am still married to him then i can't get much help, i don't even know where i could find him, he cried the day he left sayin he has failed us but i cry every day because i have failed my children. please god send me some help.
i am a mother of 4 and my husband lost his job and then left us. please i am left with nothing. i asked help from resources but since i am still married they can't offer me much help. please help me.
I sit here with tears rolling down my eyes, thinking of how I as a mother have failed. I failed to provide for my 4 children. I am in dept and can't pay my bills. What a mother to do?
hello, i am a mother of 4 and is struggling to survive and provide for my children. My husband lost his job and all my bill are piling up. I just don't know what to do. My kids r starting school and I have nothing for them. Can anyone help me?
